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Every once in a while it hits me that pretty much all my stuff is gone. When I had to move out of my apartment in Albany and go to Troy to live with my sister much of my stuff was stored at a relative of her long term boyfriends. A couple months before I had to move to Florida there was a falling out between GeGe and her boyfriend's brother. As far as I know all my stuff that was stored there is gone. So all my gaming books, and most of my novels are gone. Then there is the stuff I had to leave at my sisters when I came to Florida. As far as I know that stuff is still there, but my sister doesn't have phone service right now, so I haven't been able to talk to her about it. Regardless, even if it is there, it feels like it's gone. I have a handful of clothes, a couple books and thats about all I have to my name currently.
This really leaves me feeling pretty down. I know it's just stuff and I should just be happy that I have a roof over my head, but I liked my stuff. My books. My DVDs. My computer. Then again I'd happily give it all up to see my friends again.
Guess a lot of it boils down to me not really liking being in Florida. For me it is too hot from the minute I wake up to the minute I go to bed. Usually it is around 78 when I wake up and in the mid-80s when I go to sleep. Yes my Parents have airconditioning, but it can only do so much. Don't get me wrong I love my Parents and am extremely grateful they took me in, but Florida just isn't for me.
However I try and stay positive. Try and remember life could be worse. I could be homeless. I could have no family. I could have no friends. Life goes on. I am alive and that is good.
This really leaves me feeling pretty down. I know it's just stuff and I should just be happy that I have a roof over my head, but I liked my stuff. My books. My DVDs. My computer. Then again I'd happily give it all up to see my friends again.
Guess a lot of it boils down to me not really liking being in Florida. For me it is too hot from the minute I wake up to the minute I go to bed. Usually it is around 78 when I wake up and in the mid-80s when I go to sleep. Yes my Parents have airconditioning, but it can only do so much. Don't get me wrong I love my Parents and am extremely grateful they took me in, but Florida just isn't for me.
However I try and stay positive. Try and remember life could be worse. I could be homeless. I could have no family. I could have no friends. Life goes on. I am alive and that is good.
